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[ That is when something deep within Oria is triggered, leading him to roughly pin Sinclair on the bed by the hand that he's been holding all this time, fingers laced, and tightly in his own. He swallows once he sees Sinclair under him, and the hand at Sinclair's hip replaces the thigh, pressing and palming over the pants. Moreover, Oria leans in to gives a myriad of kisses on Sinclair's neck, trying to see where he can mark him. ]

[It's different to see Oria like this, pinning him down roughly. It's not the first time, but it's the first time Oria's done it with a clear mind and intent that sends shivers down Sinclair's spine. The hand at the front of his pants draws out a soft little noise]

Mn-!

[And he quickly presses his free hand to his mouth to muffle the sound, flushing again. He hadn't expected it to feel that good. He tilts his head to the side, an open implicit offer for Oria to mark him wherever he likes]

[ Even through this haze, Oria is conscious of the fact that if he's going to mark Sinclair, he should do it on a more nonvisible place. That's why the hand briefly comes back up to unbutton the first several buttons of Sinclair's shirt before returning the hand over Sinclair's hips, pressing in once more. This time, Oria leans in to give many kisses on Sinclair's neck, but further down he gives him a light bite at the crook of his neck, littering it with kisses right after. ]

[Sinclair shudders with the sensations, moving his hand to curl at the nape of Oria's neck, and pull him up to an intent kiss that muffles his moan of approval. He's vaguely aware of how dishevelled Oria has him, but in the heat of the moment, he doesn't really care.

(He might care later, if he makes a mess of his pants because there's no getting around that)]

Emil...

[ There's a very fond smile on Oria's face before he kisses him with the intention of keeping Sinclair's noises down as his hand continues to press with varying pressure, and occasionally using his fingers to leave ghostly traces over the pants, just to tease Sinclair a little more. ]

[He presses up into those kisses greedily, making soft breathless noises until Oria breaks the kiss briefly. His erection is apparent now, tenting against his pants]

Oria...

[Is there a bit of a whine at the end his tone? He blushes again, and tugs Oria down to nuzzle at his neck, his breath puffing at the warm skin there. He wants to mark Oria in turn, but he's aware enough not to do it on Oria's neck. But with the way his shirt is...]

...can I get your shirt off?

[ It's a simple question, and yet it makes Oria's anxiety absolutely spike through the roof. Realistically, he knows that it will be fine if it's Sinclair. He's accepted many things about him, and Oria feels safe in his hold. However, with all things new bring some level of anxiety with them and while Oria is usually good at tempering them down, most of Oria's insecurities lie with his body. Even if it's above the waist only... even if it's— ]

... Okay.

[ He's still learning how to trust someone so deeply. ]

But don't stare.

[Sinclair's expression softens in understanding and he gives a little nod. He has to let go of Oria's hand for this, gently tugging at the end of Oria's shirt, as he pushes it up Oria's stomach, carefully. Carefully. He doesn't want to hurt Oria in any way at all, even if he already knows he'll find every part of Oria beautiful]

I wont.

[Soft. Assuring. When the shirt is off, he'll cast a quick glance to take it all in--but he'll pull Oria close again too, so he can feel the steady beat of his heart through the thin material of his button up]

[ It feels like an entirely new level of vulnerability to have his skin pressed onto someone else who still has their clothes on. Even with the shirt unbuttoned halfway through, he does his best to believe in Sinclair's words and shifts his body a little so that he can adjust their position with Oria getting a little lower to give kisses down Sinclair's neck and then sucks hard at the crook to leave a mark while still palming his hips and the movements are rougher this time. ]

Ah--

[The moan Sinclair gives is a little louder this time, drawn out with a rough gasp. If Oria kept doing that, kept touching him like that--

He nuzzles at Oria's hair, fingers digging into Oria's shoulder blades as he arches up a little, chasing that touch, skin heated all over. It's too hot even for his shirt now, and he fumbles a bit for the last of the buttons so Oria can push it off]

[ With the last of the buttons off, Oria pushes the shirt so that it's loosely off Sinclair's shoulder and resumes giving those small kisses, marking Sinclair as he goes down, leaving small red marks in his wake on the skin.

The way Sinclair arches and the sounds he makes—Oria wants to make Sinclair feel good, and perhaps lose his mind in the process (but in a good way). His hand is rougher over Sinclair's pants, pressing deep, hard, and gets faster with passing time.

He lifts his head and goes to kiss Sinclair's ear, whispering: ]

I love you.

Oria--

[Those words resonate somewhere deep in his heart and his breath hitches. Flustered, he pulls Oria tighter down against him, mouthing at the bare slope of his shoulder and sucking hard, leaving his own mark. It's a combination of those words, the heat of Oria's body and Oria's hand at his erection that has him shuddering, panting as he comes undone against him]

[ Oria seems satisfied when Sinclair finishes and with an additional mark to worry about. He shifts a little so that he can give Sinclair a small kiss. ]

I'm glad it felt good.

[It takes a moment for awareness to sink back into Sinclair, and he tilts his head into that kiss. He rubs his hands gently over Oria's shoulders as he holds him close, pressing his nose against his neck. He feels like he should be embarrassed - he is, indeed, a little embarrassed - but mostly he feels happy]

Mm...I want you to feel good next time.

[He's mindful of Oria's wound and Oria's anxieties. Maybe one day Oria will let him look without worrying. He presses another kiss to Oria's jaw]

After all, I love you too.

[ Sinclair being so sincere makes a certain feeling well up inside Oria, having him smile from ear to ear. They can clean up later, but for now, he wants to bask in the happiness with Sinclair. Even in this ever fleeting happiness, it's still real—it's real to him. ]

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